no call this week....
i'm just getting annoyed. i don't want to have to do this, but i feel as though i have no choice.
i have an appointment on tuesday (with a different doctor). i can't tell him what i'm planning because i need an element of surprise, so it's not really a factor. if i'm done this mix by monday, i'll do the suicide attempt then. otherwise, i'll give myself a few more days to get the mix done and go whenever it is - wednesday, thursday. it's just that if it goes wrong, i don't want a half done mix sitting here....
i *do* expect to be at least almost done by monday, so i'm looking at wednesday at the latest.